Written In The Year Of Unknown

Silence was all that is left
After you have gone
I beg for forgiveness
Not that you forgive me
But that I may forgive myself

I know you had never hated me
But I hate myself
For letting
You
Go

You will never know how much I love you
Such sorrow
Filled my heart
In this world of an
Unknown hour

Days and months that have passed by
Unknown to me
Everything had changed
Since you left
But all unknown to me

My clock had stopped
But the Earth
Goes on
And continue to revolve
Around the sun

Memory Lane

Down this memory lane
I have walk
Days and years
Gone by in a flash

Love fades like a flower
And my tears well up a river
When joy is no more
Sorrow overtakes

As I turn and look back
Pitches of darkness falls everywhere
But occasionally
There is a lamp post guiding me

Each time I fall
I grieve the unbearable pain
But surely we have to walk on
No matter how painful it is

Down this path
I have learn to shield myself
For fears of hurt and rejection
But life continues on

Time have ages
And I have grown
True love seems to live
Only in fairytales

The cupid had forgotten me
Just as well
In this world of decit
True love is rare

My heart grew faint from waiting
But I struggle on
Only with a silent plead
That my heart will not break this time