Sunday, June 19, 2005

Silent Bell

This is a normal sunday morning,
Which pull me to church
People in this world are getting lost
They will turn to anywhere that can give them hope
The birth of Christ
They celebrate
But not today,
We are moaning for a fellow friend
That has left this world
They said she went to heaven,
But yet around every corner
People are crying
The world is losing hope
And giving up life
Wishing that they could go as easy as they have come
Just like the person that we are moaning for today
Laying peacefully in that coffin
The church bell rang
Breaking all of our thoughts
Loud as it may be,
Silence it brings to our heart

Reminding us that what have gone
Will not come back
Asking us to let go and forget
We can only regret and moan
If we have not cherish them
When they live

God is everywhere
Just like the devil
People are breaking down everyday
Some have turned into a walking corpse
For they have lost hope
And gone missing

God is trying to save lifes
But the devil is taking them away
Faster than He could save
That is why
So many people are getting lost
Living each day as if waiting for death

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Notes To A Suicide At 16

At this age,what dreams have I left?
Nothing but emptiness
Blankness is my world
Darkness everyday
Living as to await for death
Nothing can hold me back now
In this world,I have live,
But only as a walking corpse
Crossing the road as if
It is always green
Nothing can stop me now
Only the one I treasure the most
I cannot put down
Which is why I am still living
But only to await for death
The devil has set up a trap
And I fall right into it
Emotionless in my own world
My only wish was for more courage
So that I may be brave enough
To end everything

Thursday, June 09, 2005

You Are...

If dream meant a fantasy
You are a dream to me
The memories I share with you are the sweetest
Yet they are the ones I tried the hardest to let go
You are a dream to me
A fantasy that I know will never come true
Since then I hope to forget you
In order that I may go on with my life
There is no point
In persisting a dream
That will not come true
The love was not meant to be
So let me forget
Let me live