The Near-Death Experience

I wish there was a better way of ending
Yet this is how a life is going to end.
A sharp piece of glass piecing through my heart,
My veins,my soul.

Ending my life in a pool of blood
It should have been red,but it was not
I should have died but yet here I am
What is happening to my body?

Am I a miracle?I do not know.
Why am I living yet forsaking?
Seeing yet unbelieving?
Just who am I?

I am lose in myself,
Trapped beyond my body
My soul consume me into an icy dark world.
Why am I yet unfreezing?